Ramadhan wishes

Ramadhan ini hati gw bimbang...penuh keragu-raguan, terjebak ke dalam persoalan yang itu-itu aja, dan kayanya masih belum menemukan titik terang, hvvv.....semoga Ramadhan ini gw mendapatkan jawaban atas keragu-raguan itu, sejauh ini gw masi menjalani semua ini dengan tidak normal, kenapa nggak normal ? karena gw punya 2 hati sekarang.....satu untuk dia dan satu untuk nya....konyol emang, tapi gw tetep nggak tau siapa yang bisa gw sayangin sepenuhnya, hati gw penuh dengan kekecewaan, dan belum terecovery, di satu sisi gw ngerasa nyaman dengan si "dia", gw ngerasa di sayang, bukan berarti gw nggak sayang lho ama yang satu lagi, he's my leader gimanapun juga gw hrs ttp menghormati dia, untuk masalah hati....nanti dulu deh, rasanya kekecewaan yang dia kasih udah menutupi rasa sayang gw.....

semoga Ramadhan ini gw bisa dapet jawabannya....semoga ramadhan ini gw bisa membuahkan satu keputusan, semoga semuanya akan jadi lebih baik.....

amiin

Unwell

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like Im headed for a breakdown
And I dont know why

But I/m not crazy, Im just a little unwell
I know right now you cant tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see
A different side of me
Im not crazy, Im just a little impaired
I know right now you dont care
But soon enough youre gonna think of me
And how I used to be…me

Im talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they’ve all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I’ve lost my mind

But I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell
I know right now you cant tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see
A different side of me
I’m not crazy, Im just a little impaired
I know right now you dont care
But soon enough youre gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I’ve been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they’ll come to get me
Yeah, they’re taking me away

But I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell
I know right now you cant tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see
A different side of me
Im not crazy, Im just a little impaired
I know right now you dont care
But soon enough youre gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, Im just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
Im just a little unwell

(Matchbox Twenty-Unwell)

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huahhh....i have no idea what i must wrote here....mm...cuman pengen nulis2 aja sih
kemaren kantor gw ikutan company survey's Gathering di cibubur...awesome...keren...walopun cuma menang 1 piala, tapi ya lumayan lah dari pada lumanyun..khehehe....

the orange team

dan pulang dari gath ada tugas negara yang harus gw selesein di kantor, at least nginep deh gw di kantor....gw baru tidur jam 3 pagi dan baru bangun jam 5 subuh....2 jam cukup lah...dan sekarang gw kebangun....gak bisa tidur lagi hiks....